"ONE LOVE"

Walking on the road, I bumped into a stranger,
not the most handsome, not the richest and not with most beautiful hair.

But still my eyes were stuck on him,
I felt as I know him since centuries.

My heart was beating as if it was dead since ages,
he was carrying a charismatic charm,stolen from sages.

He said I am sorry, and the words were singing,
ohkk I change my words, he is the most handsome guy I have ever seen.

Taking out his hand, he introduced himself,
touched him again, I wanted to seize that moment.

Moving his hand through his hairs, he asked walking along with me,
fine one more change, they were the most beautiful I had ever seen.

I don't know if his talks were worth that big smile,
I was completely lost that whatever was going, I couldn't realize.

I wanted to look most beautiful at that time,
I don't know why i wanted to just hold his eyes.

The weather had suddenly become so freezing,
it was also the effect of this new weird feeling.

He took out his jacket and gave it to me,
wow one more change, he was the richest heart I had ever seen.

That's how i met the love of my life,
having all that i wanted, my perfect choice.

Walking on the road i bumped into a stranger,
who was most handsome, the richest and had most beautiful hair......

"THE BUTTERFLY CALLED HAPPINESS"

Yesterday I was thinking about the past year 2009, I wanted to give it a name, may be the “The longest year of my life” or “The worst year”..etc. But then I thought of the transformation that took place in me, in this “long year”. I became more mature and have learnt a lot from the mistakes that I made. So finally, I decided to name it as “The learning year”. I guess this is the best time to bid good bye to all the bad and unhappy moments of 2009, the same way we say good bye to 2009.
I was reading an article in newspaper and that was all about being happy in life. And that inspired me too put those thoughts here.

This year, let’s choose Happiness. Someone asked me once, what all we need to be happy? Happiness doesn’t come by running behind it. It’s like the butterfly that lies upon you when you sit down quietly. We just need to learn how to celebrate small things in life. Like when someone says “you are looking good today” or when an old friend calls up or even when a handsome/beautiful boy/girl (for girl/boy respectively :P) smiles at you for no reason. These small-small things add colors in our daily life. Big things don’t happen daily. I feel contented when I help an old lady climbing down the staircase or when I make a crying baby smile or when I give my “ladies seat” to an old uncle in bus. Trust me these small-small things adds a sense of achievement in oneself and I bet the happiness that is felt is much more than what we feels while getting a certificate or trophy for other achievements.
My life has always been so unpredictable, like anyone, specially this past year. Five out of seven days people find me with a big smile on face. In the morning I tell myself that “I am happy”. And since the day I saw 3 Idiots, have started following the concept of “All Izz Well” too. Though the other two days goes into a swing of mood and I call them the “blue days”, when I feel gloomy and lost. Even smiles from a handsome and cute guy don’t work on these days. I guess because I become ignorant enough on these blue days. So I have decided to cope up with these blue days with the same concept of “Celebrating small things” and “All izz well”. Just want everyone to add smiles to their blue days as well. Don’t make your happiness vulnerable to external elements. Happiness is a state of mind. And we shouldn’t bother about what others think of us. It’s about what we think of ourselves. If it makes us happy, then it’s gotta be right. Even I have to learn this thing.

So wish you so many smiles this new year,

“A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR”

"The Fairy Tale Life"

Last night I slept at 2:30, trying hard since 11:30, with so many thoughts in mind regarding my admissions, career options, personal life, friends..etc..etc..
And what happens in morning?? 8 O'clock, a friend's call wakes me up telling me that it's almost deadline of filling forms of bla..blaa colleges. I had put alarm on my cell phone for 8:30 with a beautiful song of Lata ji, "O palan hare", so that atleast i would have a peaceful morning. But after that call, the thoughts of how much time it would take in bank for DD, in post office and in reaching the form to desired location, I could not sleep. At last i switched off my alarm at 8:25, before it could soothe my ears and mind.The whole day went with those forms only. And in the evening different thoughts caught me again, resulting in one more battle between sleep and thoughts.
This is the daily schedule of each of us in this fast running life of today. Whole day we are running the human race, to stand equally and if possible, above our fellow beings. And the evenings and nights goes in the tensions and plannings of the future. Everyone wants to earn more and more money, to live a better life. But my question is, what is the use of money when you don't have time to spend on yourself?? Actually the tensions of my life are what should I do to land into what I really want and what really interest me, not what will give the biggest bunch of notes.
I believe in, and am waiting for a "fairy tale life". Where we can take a break from this fast moving life. Where all we need to do is smile and play and where humanity still exists. A life where we take time out for others and their smiles and these others don't just include family. A place without pollution and global warming, beautiful with green trees and blue clouds.
I don't think it is that difficult. This world of ours can be a fairy tale land and each one of us can live a fairy tale life. All we need is a true effort from heart, without being so much selfish....

A FAIRY TALE LIFE (POEM)

All i want is to live a fairy tale life,
where most important thing is a big smile.

Wanna be so beautiful like Snow White,
flying like Tinkabell in the big blue sky.

All to be worried is honey like Pooh,
and yeah caring friends like him too.

Partners like Magic Carpet and Genie are with Aladdin,
what is better than a family like Mogli, so caring.

I don't want to take my next breathe in this pollution,
a little house and beautiful forest with 7 dwarfs will be awesome.

A morning without worrying how many things to be done,
wanna slow down a bit in this running race of human.

There is no word like love is in existence it seems,
standing on the balcony like Rapunzale, am waiting for my prince.

A prince who saves Cindrella from cruel people,
everyone today is so selfish like her step sisters.

Fed up of living life with tensions every second,
waiting for my fairy tale to begin.

dreamy dreamy day for whole day and not just for night,
All i want is to live a fairy tale life....
All i want is to live a fairy tale life....

"ADAM TEASERS"

You must be thinking what this Adam Teaser is? Nah, you don't need a vocabulary check, this is just an invention of my wacky brain. Actually I have been noticing the no. of these eve teasers growing day by day, since so long. Being a girl, I have also been facing it since so long. And the result is now am habitual of cars stopping by my side on roads and guys giving smiles, sliding windows down or stupid gang commenting on my curly hairs with, “hmm kya baat hai curly curly”, as if I didn’t know I have curly hairs. Khair, coming back to my innovative mind, I was thinking what if there were “ADAM TEASERS” too?? If a boy teases a girl, he is “eve teaser” so a girl teasing a boy would be “adam teaser”, right?
The thought brought a smile on my face and thinking that what the scenario would be, my mind brought in focus the “Amul Macho” ad. I guess everyone must have seen that ad. But the agony of the revolution I am planning to bring is these guys will never feel embarrassed if a few girls tease them finding alone. Moreover that would be a pride for them.
Well, at least, once in life I have embarrassed a guy by following him, near my college with two of my female friends. His expressions were worth watching. Though that was by mistake, we assumed him a guys who was calling my friend since so many days, telling her that he loved her [:P]. And my friend didn’t even know the name of her secret lover. Later on when we realized that he was from our college only, instead of apologizing, we decided to take more fun and we used to stare at him every day. I know I shouldn’t have told this, but then, why should boys have all the fun?? The point of writing all this is there are only two solutions to this problem, either guys stop this nonsense or the girls come out and let’s form a group of Adam Teasers. You know it’s no more Gandhiji’s society, today we believe in “tit for tat.”……[;)]

I also wanted to post this poem that i had recited on our title ceremony......dedicated to our 3 years journey...

I always knew this day will definitely come,

when we all have to move our own different ways,

But it was always like those bitter truths, which we try to overlook but the always stays

These 3 years were the most beautiful years of life for each of us,

they taught us everything from being well mannered in seminars to behaving crazily in bus.

This journey of 3 years can be treasured in different ways,

but the feeling behind these memories will always be same.

From the first outing to CSM to the last show of "Pink Panther",

from Volley Ball, football and cricket at RLA to hosting Euphony this year.

From the surprising trip to Chandigarh to the rocking Shimla in "Honeymoon Inn",

from Sardarji's crazy driving to Rohit's puking.

We started with bunking classes and created a record in bunking tests,

we are the real freakos who enjoy marketing workshops more than college fests.

Doing masti in conference room while playing through those mikes,

from waiting for hours at bus stop to coming college on bikes.

From playing chess, UNO and darts to Poshampa, corner corner and housie,

from playing with gulal and colors to mud, cold drink and eggs on holi.

From classes that used to get started at 9:00 to making them not to before 9:45,

from coming late ourselves in college and classes to making our teachers to get into the habit of not coming on time.

It started with sharing assignments then jokes

and now it has come to sharing each and every talk.

I wish we all always be the same person we are,

everytime we meet in future.

we have same feelings that we have at this hour.......

with love

akki.......:)

"MISS U ALL"

“It’s a beautiful day, tu mere sath hai, it’s a beautiful day baat ye khaas hai”…..

Is the song that comes into my mind whenever I think of the good old college days, this song because each day out there was beautiful, coz I had the finest people to share a lovely bond of friendship with. The golden days, best 3 years of my life till now. I remember my first day at college very well, when I was nervous like hell, like anyone. I used to be an introvert, low confidence and reserved nature person. And I remember my last day as well, our last outing at “Hauz Khas Fort”. The whole day, including the travelling part in the car was full of fun. We, 19 people, played hide n seek at the place where couples were busy doing something-something, you know :P. the moment of departing, when I hugged each and every person, looking back and waving hand again and again till the time we could see each other’s hand. It still brings a smile on my face and tears in my eyes.. I spent my whole final year telling each and every person in my class how much I was gonna miss them. AnD I can’t even count how many times Anshu teased me about that. People out there were my world. They told me what a real friend means. I have enjoyed every single moment in college with them. I can write 100’s of pages about the crazy things we did. Playing kiddish games and splashing water in rains is something funny for people when you are in 3^rd year. We never believed in bunking classes alone, always had mass bunks especially in tests. You really need guts to participate in inter college volley ball match with a team where not a single player has ever touched the ball, and losing all matches with a big smile on face, making jokes of each other. There are so many moments I wanna write about but it will go on and on and on…..

Just wanna say thanx to all of them “My FFRIENDS”, who always protected and treated me like a kid and encouraged me, helped me in gaining confidence and coming out of my so called reserved and introvert nature.

A special thanks to the 5 most beautiful people in my life, Shibs, Eshi, Abhi, Su and Rotlu (Ayu)

“MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALL” (MAC BBE 2006-09) J