"I don't know what am writing"

I just feel like writin something today....but am blank, dont knw wat to write about...
sometime i feel like writin abt my excitement for my nw clg....hw m countin days n waitin desperaely for dis nex mnth....at some place in my heart m scared too, i dnt wanna lose the confidence i hv gained in dis past one year...bt dats a secret, shhh....people shouldn't knw dat m scared as well...
confusions are running thru my mind and dese cnfusions vary frm "wat clothes??" to "wat specialisation??"
sometime i feel like jus tellin my frnds again n again thru dis blog dat m missin dem hell lot, bt den i wonder hw many of dem gonna read dis......Gosh i hv got the worst readers as frnds..:P...kiddin....{shhh....serious..}

i cn also write abt hw m spendin lazy days at home....doin nothin whole day and at night, the sleepin early, tellin frnds dat m tired so cant reply to ur msg.....n not to forget gettin up late in the mrnin..:P....n den sometym turnin into a complete insomniac, bt dat is sometym gud coz i spend dat tym, whn i cant evn utter a word coz of everyone sleepin, writin poems dat are sometime so pathetic dat whn i read in the mrnin i laugh at myself.....

the hottest topic wud be talkin abt this killin, "super hot" weather....my mood is so vulnerable to dis irritatin n frustrating n annoyin weather that i fight wid at least one of my frnds almost evryday n nw evn i hv been told dat m oosin my sweetness n i have changed.....a frnd has named me "sugarfree" nw....dis is jus to rmind dose frnds, i'll be bck soon plz tolerate my mood swings wid smae patience u guys are toleratin dis weather......oooof "Dilli ki garmi".....dying to dance in the rain....

u must be thinkin by now wat all dis blog is abt....evn i dont knw, i really hv no idea y am writin dis crap over here.....i guess this is the outcome of being the most "vella" person, since long.....okk wont tak it further...chill....cya later...

will try cumin wid sumthin meaningful next tym...:P

P.S I guess its nt dat bad..:P